"save our world by killing this army of invaders"

gay

2006-01-30T21:58:22Z

so im mo bored like wooo and i just wanted to put something in here cuz its been awhile.

so0o0o nothing is that new i suppose ...

im kinda grounded and i really really need to get out of this house it is driving me nuts.18 years old and i havent seen a social event in months. its retarded. my mom is gay and doesnt realize that if i havent done well the past 9 years on my educational career that i wouldnt start now. i personnal do want to go to college but really really dont care enough to get better grades so shove it mom. that and i miss driving, i miss my truck, and driving at night, i miss not being around my family 24 7 cuz they are really annoying. not to mention my dad has a new hobby of interent poker so iget to use the computer when they arent home which is really never. my dad wanted to take the phone truck computer and friends away from me just for failing one class, i dont know if its just me being the one in trouble but it seems alittle extreme. well i suppose im done venting that all this lj is good for anymore cuz i dont have a life. eh ... later

kaputt_zweck @ 2005-12-09T11:15:00

2005-12-09T16:03:26Z

ok so im in computer class and im bored maybe ill put some pics on here kkkkkkk

MY BOYFRIEND!!!

Emily and john hale! cuties

well myspace is down

2005-11-30T13:45:02Z

ok so myspace is being worked on or some gay shit but im mad cuz this is the only time i can go on maybe ill go to the library to get on after school but whatever.

this weekend

BON JOVI with my favorite bestest friend whom i miss very much EMILY!
the i might go to the show saturday and hang out with some hott friends hahahaha

well thats about it

kaputt_zweck @ 2005-10-27T18:35:00

2005-10-27T22:36:37Z

So0o0o its been awhile i guess..
school sucks hardcore but its school so i suppose that is to be expected.
today i went out and bought a halloween costume its gay but im going to make it better im going to be a pirate hahaha

my head iches so im going to go shower ...

kaputt_zweck @ 2005-10-10T21:09:00

2005-10-11T01:12:49Z

sooo i had a pretty cool weekend....
thursday, friday and saturday i had work
sunday i had some half day at work then emily joey pote john hale and i went to a party and it was awesome. then today emily whitney rich and i went up to the town 16 to see a movie and chinese buffet it was fun!

well tomorrow is my b-day ... im going out to dinner with my family emily and whitney at red sky it should be soooo awesome! ooo baby im in a good mood like wooohoooo

keep on keepin' on

2005-10-02T16:10:30Z

well the Morgun Show was incredible all the bands were great and it was just awesome! and i loved sharing it with my love Ms. Emily Duke.

ok i just got home from church but i was soooo tired i dont even remember being there.. im sure i looked horrible too cuz i haven't showered and i decided for some god unknown reason not to give a shit if i smell. I dont feel like brushing my hairs either but im sure i will at one point today eh we will see.

my b-day is so close im soooooo happy the count i think is like 10 days i dont remember i think its the 11th yea well ill be 18 and that is just bitchin' baby. i hope i get a ton of money for my birthday cuz im dirt poor right now like wow, i dont have money for gas, to pay a ticket, to do anything but i suppose my cheesey little job will have to do

peace dears

kaputt_zweck @ 2005-09-22T21:43:00

2005-09-23T01:48:25Z

alllllll right im sure its the long awaited prom dress photos!!!!!

Me and my mommy!

well thats all folks

kaputt_zweck @ 2005-09-22T21:41:00

2005-09-23T01:42:14Z

ooo my love i thought you were leaving me... i really almost cried!

BUT the BEAST lives on!!!!!!!!!

and i had alittle talk with her and she isnt going anywheres any time soon.

kaputt_zweck @ 2005-09-21T10:20:00

2005-09-21T13:18:18Z

I m in school right now and this is banging.... heather and I found away around bess so fuck you all!!!

well besides that i guess life smells alittle like roses

kaputt_zweck @ 2005-09-20T20:13:00

2005-09-21T00:13:14Z

happy me .... thats all

kaputt_zweck @ 2005-09-19T20:15:00

2005-09-20T00:16:08Z

ok well i can't stand

thats about it

kaputt_zweck @ 2005-09-15T16:21:00

2005-09-15T20:26:05Z

So when I've tried everything on, and nothing fits just right what do I do next?

Im bored, Im tired, but i suppose ill get over it soon enough.

kaputt_zweck @ 2005-09-07T22:56:00

2005-09-08T03:09:12Z

So i suppose i do not update as much as i use to but no one is complaining so whatever. School started two days ago and it couldn't be anymore sucktastic like always, i have two gyms so that kinda blows and a junior history where i know a total of zero people but i really dont care ill just get better grades that way. I have three computer classes which is perfectly fine by me i rather be in a computer classes then a zillion study halls. Besides that i have worked, done nothing but worked, fought with my mom tons of times, threatened to move my ass out, managed to be in a really shitty mood, worked some more, seen like every movie out i believe which is awesome, kept up with my non-goalish goal of never getting laid again, or forming any type of a decent relationship for that matter,decided that i really cant stand the fact i havent seen emily in like a week or two I MISS U but i do look forward to the upcoming shows and hope things get better.

ok
then
im
out

kaputt_zweck @ 2005-08-26T00:02:00

2005-08-26T04:05:04Z

ahhhh boobies

i dont feel like saying what happened this pass week cuz it blew just perfectly! O balls is all i have to say

i went shopping and got new cloths but mostly school so nothing exciting, i dyed my hair

thats about it

i really suck

kaputt_zweck @ 2005-08-18T11:45:00

2005-08-18T15:48:39Z

I FRICKIN LOVE EMILY!!!!!!

she is sooooo awesome ..... she got us coheed tickets for the house of blues sept 27!!!!!! AHHHHH its so fucking sweet .... its just so banging i cant even express my joy right now hahaa

its going to be a good day

kaputt_zweck @ 2005-08-17T23:40:00

2005-08-18T03:49:31Z

eh nothing really happens so i dont update as much as i use tooo....we dont get down like we use to, we use to be together all the time, but now i find that we dont get down like we use to be together all the time.....song lol .....hung out with margaret the other night it was mo sweet and we met up with jon and i just thought to myself what is better then having not 1 but TWO de vico's in my frickin truck?! well i just dont know ladies and gentlemen...

today i got a snake its so awesome ....like woooooooooooooo.... its name is excalibur phobious the fifth...ill put some pics in when i get the chance...

well thats all tonight

beauties die young...but live way to damn fast

kaputt_zweck @ 2005-08-14T00:13:00

2005-08-14T04:20:31Z

i need something that doesn't make me feel like everything is not right !!!!!

and could this cloud be any thinner, with not one hand to catch me when it fades away, I hope I fade away

kaputt_zweck @ 2005-08-11T23:55:00

2005-08-12T04:06:22Z

i really truely hate guys... and i know this of all places is the wrong place to vent but i just have to so just dont read it...all i want is someone who likes me, i mean it doesnt have to be love or anything just someone who isnt just looking for sex and then i think for a split second i found that and then its all just shatted on by some one who says they like me alot .... i try and be nice just tell em i dont really like em that much and i want to be friends but they gooo off and cry like a baby about it so that every guy for miles feels bad for him and wont touch me grrrr and on top of all that some one stole 40 dollars out of my purse like i dont have a cash flow problem already it all just makes me want to cry but i think im broken cuz i cant cry like ever so i feel like i have all this pressure just building up inside i want to beat the shit out of something tiny and harmless like an old lady or and baby i want to destroy something that doesnt deserve it or blow up something everyone loves but instead i put on taking back sunday scream the lyrics till i feel like im going to pass out while driving home with a black and mild in one hand and a coffee in the other ...coffee that my head hurts so much trying to turn it in to some type of alchol with the power of my mind... i just want to leave this place and all the pety bullshit that happens run away and have a life somewheres else but never talk to anyone cuz i realize that meeting people is a waste of time atleast of the male version i just want to live in a huge city and never talk to anyone go to work come home read and do some crazy hobbies and go to sleep thats it ok i suppose im done here GAAAAA

kaputt_zweck @ 2005-08-06T00:22:00

2005-08-06T04:31:01Z

Well work has consumed most of my time these days. There is thunder and lightning out side and its nice, i love how the sky gets a grey purple when the lightning strikes, and how silent it is right after thunder like every bang is the last one taking over the night to never be heard from again but then seconds later another one comes to rule the night as well. I love the smell the rain makes as it dampens the ground and fog raises like it has made its way through this sponge of an earth. I enjoy how every body runs for cover like the storm is there to destroy them, how alittle thunder will drive people into shelter, GOOD i dont want them around anyway i do love the calm and rhythm the storm brings giving me time to realize life is ok.

ok now that i m done with that silly semi-poetic shit

tomorrow im not doing anything and i doubt that anyone will act on that and give me a call but i will still try

until the next love .... good night

kaputt_zweck @ 2005-07-31T14:46:00

2005-07-31T18:48:02Z

Im just sooo tired!

next saturday coheed concert!!! im excited

um nothing new has happened...that show the other night was decent i was just in a stupid mood but what can u do....i have work most of the week but i think i have one or two days off so ill be looking for somehting to do...

thats all

kaputt_zweck @ 2005-07-25T23:58:00

2005-07-26T03:58:55Z

so there is this banging show on friday .... if anyone is up to going... in cape may gurney street or something doors open at 4

thats all that i really got to say

kaputt_zweck @ 2005-07-24T09:33:00

2005-07-24T13:37:39Z

well its sunday and im getting ready to leave for church...my love emily will be there so its not as bad as it sounds. i was in the worse mood last night, i just felt like running my truck into something big and hard. im really exhuasted right now and i dont know y....i have work at the skate park 4-8 and maybe mi hanging out with em but i dont know yet. well thats about it ....gaaaaaaaaaaaa

I will keep to my bubble for the night, i will enjoy ever moment sweet sounds travel straight into my ears decorating my mind with glorified visions of beautiful bodies producing such music for me and me only.

kaputt_zweck @ 2005-07-23T01:00:00

2005-07-23T05:00:15Z

[] I am bisexual or homosexual.
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[x] I've run away from home.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I listen to political music.
[] I collect comics.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[] I own over 5 rap CDs
[] I own an iPod or MP3 or a zen
[] I hate Disney Movies.
[x] I am a sucker for hair/eyes
[] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I paid for that mobile ringtone.
[] I am a sports fanatic.
[] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[] I've slipped out an "lol" in a real conversation.
[] I love Spam.
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[x] I am in love with love.
[] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I am self conscious.
[x] I like to laugh.
[] I loved Perks of Being a Wallflower.
[] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[] I believe in ghosts.

[] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[] I love white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I am comfortable with being me.
[x] I play computer games/video games.
[] I'm in a myspace relationship
[] Gotten lost in your city.
[x] Saw a shooting star
[x] Been to any other countries besides the united states
[] I Had a serious Surgery
[x] Gone out in public in your pajamas
[x] I have Kissed a Stranger
[x] Hugged a stranger
[x] Been in a fist fight
[] Been arrested
[] Laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose
[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] Made out in an elevator
[x] Swore at your parents
[x] Kicked a guy in the nuts
[x] Been close to love
[x] Broken a bone
[x] Skipped school
[x] Flashed someone
[x] Played spin the bottle
[] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[x] Bitten someone
[x] Gotten the chicken pox
[x] Kissed a member of the same sex
[x] Crashed into a friend's car

[x] Shoplifted
[] Been fired
[x] Ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
[x] Had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
[x] Stole something from your job
[x] Gone on a blind date
[x] Lied to a friend
[x] Had a crush on a teacher/sub
[] Slept with a co-worker
[] Been married
[] Gotten divorced
[] Had children
[x] Saw someone dying

[x] Been on a plane
[x] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
[x] Thrown up in a bar
[] Eaten Sushi.
[x] Been snowboarding
[x] Been Skiing
[x] Met someone in person from the internet

[x] Been moshing at a rock show
[] Lost a child
[] Gone to college
[x] Done hard drugs
[x] Taken painkillers
[x] Had someone cheat on you.
[x] Missing someone right now

kaputt_zweck @ 2005-07-21T00:02:00

2005-07-21T04:25:31Z

ok well today at work i was in box and was horribly bored so i decided to write a kinda short story deal...here it goes.

the crowd waited in silence as thier hero stood tall before the beast, a monsterious dragon whose only wrong doing was being born. He stood for all to see, tall, brave, and strong enough that everyone know this was no battle at all. The stadium was full with thrill seaking by standers paying their was for a cozy seat in a completely packed show. Our main event, our hero gazed arround at overzealous faces begging for destruction.And he glanced through the people he thought how he ended up here, why did he ever agree to such displays of terror. Never mind how he got here, he decided how he was going to handle what he would do next was what he needed to figure out. The audience watched as he pulled his sword and they began to cheer. They stoop clapping and yelling edging him on to kill the beast but not to fast they wanted their moneys worth. They watched to see the sword thrown toward the ground, and as the cloud of dust rose around the battle weapon in the dirt the man who everyone thought would slay the dragon and fulfill their wishes began to walk back to the gates unwhich he entered. Slowly he walked removing every bit of armor leaving it behind him along the way. No one knew what was going on the stadium was so quiet you could hear the monster breathing. By the time he made his way back to the doors the people realized he was not going to please them and everyone began to stand and scream. A man met the warrior by the door and even though he could not hear what he was saying over the crowd he knew exactly the disapointment that he would be greeted with, but he also knew he was right in his decision. How the mood changed, the love for their warrior turned to shear despise. Everyone in that audience would have killed for him when they expected a battle but now with no entertainment in site everyone wanted him dead. Everyone that is except for one lone person sitting down quietly dispite the routines of the crowd. That one person who just realized what a hero was. My hero.

ok not really any good but i was just mo bored... i suppose, ive never really write a short story before except for grade school and what not sooo get over the gayness of it

besides that ive been working so much!

ooo yea work tomorrow hahaha 6-11

kaputt_zweck @ 2005-07-18T18:05:00

2005-07-18T22:07:50Z

ok well ummm today i had some work then i picked up em and we went to the vet with my baby jozi and then we went to ice cream with seano cuz i love him to death and met up with some hot people hung out of a bit then i had to go came home took a nap and in the near future i will be enjoying some lovely steak cuz i heart steak...tomorrow i dont have work till 6 so ive been asking around if anyone wanted to do something anything just cuz im always mo bored. well that be all